Just another Fibro Monday

Well, it's Monday again...damn it :) Another night with less than 3 hours of sleep (again). I, personally, think that Mondays should be illegal! Who the heck thought Monday was a good idea??!!

So, woke up this morning with a headache and the normal aches and pains, I think it took me 20 minutes to get out of bed. LOL, that's actually pretty quick; sometimes it takes me a full half hour to do it. I wonder if we can make that an Olympic sport? Imagine watching that on Monday nights instead of football.

Can't wait to see the new specialist on the 14th. Yes...ANOTHER doctor *sigh* (or as Peanut would say "le sigh"). I'm tired of being poked & prodded even though I know that I need to see them. Hopefully I'll remember what I want to tell the doctor. With the "fog", I don't know. Maybe I should start writing stuff down, but then I'd probably forget where I put the paper or that I even wrote it down at all *shaking head, laughing at self*.

I've been thinking a lot about this blog and what I do and don't want it to be. I don't want it to be just a place to bitch about my pain, etc. or complain about how nobody understand what I'm going through or the anger that I feel when my body betrays me. Not to say that there probably won't be some of that because, truthfully, there are days when that's all I see. I do want this to be about hope and truth and humor in the midst of pain. As Henry Ward Beecher said, "Good humor makes all things tolerable".

I found this quote a couple of years ago...

"When the Japanese mend broken objects, they aggrandize the damage by filling the cracks with gold. They believe that when something’s suffered damage and has a history it becomes more beautiful". ~Barbara Bloom

Well, hot damn! I should be Cindy f'ing Crawford by now! Just kidding, I really like the idea that the more trials & pain that I manage to survive will just make me that much more of a better person. It's just really hard to see that sometimes, ya know?

So, of to work I go. Let's see if I can remember all my passwords today ROFLMAO