It's wine o'clock

So, I'm sitting here getting a nice buzz on with a bottle of red wine...I think the label said Petit Serah, but who the heck cares at this point.  It was a crazy week at work, stressful so that kicked in my fibro to high-gear...hence the bottle of wine.  I just want to feel my body relax at least for just one night, Oh don't freak out....I'm not an alcoholic - I just needed to de-stress tonight.

It feels pretty damned good though to feel a little numb, I just wish the keyboard would stand still dammit! LOL I'll probably be crashing in a few minutes, I can't hold my liquor the way I used to when I was younger.  A few glasses of wine & I'm done.  But thank God for the woman who stepped on the first grape & discovered wine...yummmm.

I probably should sign off before I start writing drunken poetry or some drivel like that.  Much love to everyone who has loved & supported me through this hellacious week...ILY!!

Toodles!!

Godsmack - Why (Studio Version)

Migraines...life's lil mindfuck

So I've had this damned migraine for 4...count 'em 4 freakin days. Everytime I think it's gone...BAM it just comes right on back. What really sucks is that this is, quite possibly, the worst timing ever (not that there's ever a good time for a migraine). I'm in the middle of doing User Acceptance Testing (UAT) on a new system at work & really really need to be able to focus. SIGH!

I know that I'm not the only migraine sufferer out there, but DAMN! I have enough going on...do i really need this too?!

Oh well...I guess I can be thankful that at least I'm not pregnant. LOL, yes that IS how I console myself. AND I'm blessed with the best friends imagineable! Oh & I'm the lucky mom of a pretty chill kid, too. So I'll live.

Really can't wait for the weekend though :o)

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It's been awhile...

I know...i'm a baaaaad blogger.  It's been a while since I've posted...well, it's been a while since I've even felt able to post.  I've been in a horrible funk.  Don't wanna post, don't wanna talk..just wanna sleep (which, of course, I never do) and cry.  It's been an incredibly stressful couple of months!

We had some crazy shit happen with my Mother, which really is her story to tell, not mine; but suffice it to say - the stress pretty much crippled me.  Really, the only thing that kept me sane was putting on my i-pod & drowning myself in my music...Godsmack, Killswitch Engage, Slipknot, All That Remains, Sully Erna's Avalon, etc - they were my lifeline (well along with my besties :o)

It's not just me, though, it seems like everyone I know is going through some kind of overly dramatic, stressful situation.  Weird!  So, I send big, messy smooches & hugs to all my friends wherever they may be & whatever they are going through.

So on the Fibro front - my doc tried me on Trazadone for sleep - well that was a resounding NO. Had the same damned reaction that I had to the Lyrica...it waaaayyyy over sedated me and gave me horrific nightmares (the kind that keep you awake & afraid to close your eyes). SIGHHHHH...it seems we're back to square one!  That was very discouraging.  I seem to have trouble with pretty much every med he tries.  This fucking cold weather isn't helping either!  It seemed to come on so quickly.  I'm a bit scared about what this winter will bring - that's when I kind of fell apart (fibro wise) last year.

Well, I'm gonna sign off for the night & chat with my bff Peanut about the travesty that is our lives LMAO.

I think I found the cure for stupidity...a shock collar...if it doesn't stop the stupidity at least you can get a laugh from watching them flail around..LMAO

Godsmack - Whatever

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Godsmack - Moon Baby